Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Had a tiff with Sally last Friday. I went all emotional like a deranged woman until the girls kept commenting that i was "DISTURBINGLY QUIET". (HAHA, lee!) I was filled with distraught and utterly upset and HAHAHA, you catch my drift.I was dreading IT lesson so i went online for some entertainment to get my mind of Sally. Hahaha. Then came a saviour accompanied by a white light ever so bright, with an aura which spells innocence and purity. HAHA, i'm serious. NOT. :P He whom i knew since a long time ago was providing me with all the comfort i could ask for. He started the conversation with a kiss which i returned with a sad face. He then reciprocated with "why baby?". I hesitated coz' i felt that it was a petty thing for me to be upset over sucha small thing. Futhermore, what aggravated the situation was the fact my oestrogen level was fluctuating the whole week. But he was totally cool about it and gave his best shot at trying to make me feel better. I opened up bit by bit after that coz' i felt obliged by his care and concern.
Lemme tell you who this angel of mine is. He was from my past. In his words, "i can still remember u as a small little tots...always in way of me and ur sis wen we're dating...haha". Get a glimpse of who he is? My sister was his first love (sings to 'First cut is the deepest~'). HAHA. And as the lil Syafiqah, i was their license to date. He'd bring me to the playground so i could escape from doing homework and it was also a reason for them to meet. I know i super adorable last time but little did i know i was being used. Thanks ah! HAHA. So anyway, back to my sad fairytale. I'm not gonna delve into details on why i was upset coz' it's sucha a kuku reason. And i can like laugh it off now.
I had a pict of Sally and I as my display pict. And he blatantly asked, "Is that your bf?". I asked back, "Wadya think?", he said no. Coz' apparently he thinks Sally looks too boyish for me. Boyish in a sense that he has the PLAYBOY/IMMATURE look. HAHAHAHAH. What is that you tell me? Ok, immature yea. But for a playboy to stick ard for two years, it got me thinking. He asked if i was in love. And this was how it rolled.
Shyanne. : Were you in love with kak yana then?
REXSTER : *Embarrassed smile emoticon* wen i was ur age, in poly she was in jc...we weren't an item but i still hope we were... so i tried again and again to win her heart back. which i remember clearly i did...
Shyanne. : So you WERE in love with her?
REXSTER : Of cos la...she was my first love...and it wasn't wat people called puppy love.
Shyanne. : He was/is my first love.
REXSTER : Oic...so i guess ur heart still with him
Shyanne. : I mean i still have a soft spot for him. We were from the same sec sch but diff poly now.
REXSTER : Soft spot = feelings = love. Guess ur situation is like me and ur sis.....
Shyanne. : It's still there. Two years yknow.
REXSTER: Two years...hmmm... mine's since 1994..always remember the number 04 - Me, 44 - Ur sis
Shyanne. : Wad does the number represent?
REXSTER : 04 represent me 44 represent ur sis. Those days no hp only got pager so dats our secret code.
I swear i was stunned by his words. I didn't know first love lasted that long. And it was sucha sweet thing for him to tell me all that just to make me feel better. Although it doesnt really matter now but wow. After my toilet break, i replied, "I was thinkin in the toilet just now. Both you and kakak lead different lives now. With families, with kids".
REXSTER : U must not be like us...must make sure ur love story lasts till wedded bliss....promise me that sweetie. U r still young, can work tings out but with lots of patience and virtue...
I mean like, i love him like what la. That OLD MAN. HAHA. He's like the only one who's supportive of me getting a scrambler and at the same time, he's willing to give away his sports racing HONDA bike. Whohoho. And he still owes me SWENSENS coz' Man Utd kicked LOSERPOOL's ass during EPL. HAHAHA. He damn confident know Liverpool will win ; You'll never walk alone. Yea sure, you can walk with your whole gene gang of losers thru the wall of pain. :D Ok, i'm sorry. CHILLAX, just kidding. And this handsome/cute(HE FORCED ME TO SAY THAT) dearest brother of mine, happily tagged as Fernando Torres. Then Farhana another thing, get excited coz' her 'idol' tagged at my blog and she left her blog link for 'him' to tag as well. WADDAHELL la woman. HAHAHAHAHAH. Funny shid. It's people like you that makes him live in denial. :P
He's a Marine Surveyor now and according to Sally, a marine surveyor earns 700bucks on average each day. Imagine how much he earns a month without bonuses. WOOOT. He was from TK then to SP to take on Marine Enginnering. How alike. And Sally just has to comment, "I'm gonna do better than him". The boy with big, big dreams. (:
So yeah, if i were to put it in citations, He's just the best. I'm glad he found someone after my sister though the love is still there, he's still living his life to the fullest now, with sucha an awesome wife and great kids which i've yet to meet. Heh. Here you go, you've got your own post! :D
REXSTER : Remember...dun repeat the mistake that i did with ur sister....treasure ur first love....
Lotsalove,
Your Beloved Notti Sister.(as you put it) (=
AND FEHM, i know you've been reading my blog, HAHA, anyway, thanks for putting sense into me that day. OH BABE(in your distinct tone hahaha), you know i love you. :D