shy/syaq
14-11
Ngee Ann Poly/ Early Childhood Ed
granizo-syaque@hotmail.com

curi2 blog using skool comp..havin IT lesson...ive been banned frm using da internet....wadeva la...sigh...lots of tings happened but cant sae it all here...todae a veri veri veri bad dae for most of us...evryone lyk bad mood...one main cause -> ismail....
ARGHHHHH!!!!
lata havin maths test..
did wadeva revision i cld...
gd lucks to evryone!
alritey...
need to do ipw stuffs...
ciaoz...

yawns*
its good fridae todae..no skool..weeeee
need to catch up on my sleep..so sleepy...
been quite sum tym since i blogged...
lets start wid wednesdae

-had dnt..finished da pencil holder...recess...had artt...sity made a blunder statement...i told her i cldnt draw da face properly...n she went,'no need facial fishes'..haha...instead of facial features...mwahahaha...tm2 on da radio...da volume was barely audible...so..me extra2 go dere to make da volume bigger...actionin' takin sumtin frm da cupboard..not me alone..nasrul oso...*ish ish*
history...science...den assembly..didnt hav ipw jus now...sighs*...sri warisan came to perform at our skool..da same ppl...cept dat da cute guy wasnt dere...saw dat ayu gal...she aint dat pretty tho..but sweet...
went to tm wid amalina.sod.manbai.
got sumone's prezzie..
apparently shes been hinting her bdae's comin... =/
so had to buy her one....
apparently we spent lyk more than 1 hr in popular...
minah card ngan minah karat...
wakrakra

thursdae
~...activities...PE..lit..recess..science..saw sumtin interesting *winks*..english...got shock of da dae...ms nah suddenly called my name wen i was msgin..i thot she caught me..but then..i got furz for da compre..which oni 10 ppl passed...woohoo!spent my tym msgin...sumone frm beneath my klas...had maths...den hmt....afta skool...since last dae...didnt feel lyk goin hm...stayed in skool fer awhile..tryin to tink of wad to do...at last decided to go pp...sity went out wid...ehems*
hope it went well...haven got da tym to ask fer details...
hehe...ate at macs...saw syafiqah n co.
den went hm...so tired dat i slept in da train...

dats bout it..now me watchin high on lyfe....tataz..take care peeps! xP
once upon a time,
i was in love
now...
im fallin' apart

love hurts.it bites.leaves a scar.

a not-so-bad dae....lessons as per norm...we ignored each otha..lyk we nv met b4...afta skool..had remedial...shahdan was sensitive to sounds...wahaha!..i didnt even sae anitin n he jus told me to shutup...wad grudge do u hav against me mister?!sumtin happened...he soo rude...u tree!naayi!social impaired!...bleahs!get a lyfe man...if i eva get to noe dat my gerl-fren cried bcoz of wad u said to her...u r gonna b soooooooooooo dead!b prepared...step sak....belah la...padan pon kene reject....go to hell....reached hm..alex called me 10 tyms...to settle sum stuffs...i rejected 8 of dem..d-uh...malas nk layan....glad dat its over...sighs*..i shld stop sighing...did u notice..dat in evry post..dere must b at least one sigh..hahah...okaes fine...waitin fer a person to come online..but i guess tonite no luck ah...wakakas..oh no..fiza..da effect's takin plc!! xD
now watchin nana & achik concert..hehe...k la........needa do my art...toodles!

todae went well as i hoped..ft admin..lit..history....jannah wrote "i mash da potato" on her history bk in permanent marker..oh ya!syariff cut his hair...gawd does he look cute or wad!...but hes all ayu's...wahaha..had recess took sum tym to gt a table...dey change all da tables n chairs!now its so orangee n greenish...k fine..recess finished..had music..haha..den had sci..do practical shit wen at one mmt we shouted..coz da limewater spilled...sity den asked me a difficult ques..sod if u readin dis..i noe u wil...da truth is i dunno...but wad i noe...'dat ting' is jus no more dere..so yups..he stil hav lotsa gerls chasin afta him..so losing one wun make a diff..wads more a gerl lyk me...afta sci had maths..i left my whole fulscap at hm...so i didnt bring anitin on maths..neither my notes nor my h/w...but i stil cld understand wad she taught...hurhur...hilma's ppr flew down..dats da disadvantage of sitting near da window..but it has yet happen to me...wakakas...malay..cikgu didnt come..yayness...hehe..den dis chubby cher relieved..da brand of his pants is guy's dimple...haha..den riiinnngggggggggg...
skool end...waited fer sarah..den she needed da toilet badly..planned to go baq wid her..but her mum fetched her instead...im all alone..hilma was jumpin for a particular reason...hey..u shld hav told him dat both of u were together even b4 da msg...haha..hmmm..found my partner to go hm wid..stephy n amalina..stayed at day&nite fer awhile..n den we went off...i cldnt balance myself jus now...my legs were vibrating..if u noe wad i mean...yups...filled my stomach which was already grumbling...now..werkin on my post..while biting choc chips cookies..weeeeeeeeeeee..................................................................................

yay..tmrw start skool!!so happie...at last..da moment ive been waiting for has arrive...i realli miss my frens....my table....my klasrm....da view frm da window.....da fresh air in da mornin.....i miss dem a lot!!!so excited....hopefully my dae wld go well tmrw...i guess..its unpredictable...dats tmrw's case..ryte now...im in love..haha...not jus anione...BABIES!!yups...its been super long since i carried one in my arms...did u guys catch baby geniuses on last sat i tink or sundae...dey were so cutes sia.....seriously...
okaes..fine...im weird...sae wad u want..coz i stil love babies....
lets gt ta da story...last nyte wen bowling...
half-wae watchin high on lyfe...arghhh...infuriating...
da queue was long...den decided to hav dinner furz...
finished...signed up again..we got alley num 19...played...da songs dey played were nyce...
-caught up
-look wad uve done
-boulevard of broken dreams
-since uve been gone
-1,2 step
-welcome to my lyfe
got summore la...haha...i figured out a realli weird ting...evrytym i pictured his face n expressed my hatred..da ball wil alwaes end up in da longkang...den wen i sae i stil lyk him..n hav feelings for him..da ball wil alwaes go straight....weird huh?
well...mayb its jus purely coincidence..alrite...den dis grp of guys n two gerls came to da alley bside ours..alley 20...dey looked familiar sumhow...but dey r at da age of ard 20+....deres dis particular guy wearing green n cap wid his dark-rimmed glasses...can sae dat hes quite cute..he looked at me up down as if i did sumting den he looked away afta seeing me stare...he kept lookin...at least if he smiles den it'll b okae...sighs*...dere wil alwaes b at least one cute guy evry single tym i played bowling...dere must b..widout fail...wad to do...went hm at ard 1230..on da radio...lazed ard...da next tym i realised da radio was stil on was at ard 5 in da mornin..haha...waste electric oni...so bored...im all alone at hm..evryone's out...yawns...

18th/19th of march 05'
dear diary,
accidentally woke up at 5am in da mornin by da loudness of my mum's voice...my sis n abg iz already goin off to tioman by then...slept back afta dey went...all da wae until 11 i tink...got ready...jannah called...off i went...we planned to watch spongebob...as soon as it was our turn to buy da tix..it was full-house..dammit!..jannah was lyk screamin n jumpin..haha!alex gave me dat weird look...but hey...c'mon..its jannah...den we bought tix for hitch...da movie was great..hilarious...seriously..its a MUST watch...afta dat..met hilma..waited for syariff to finish fridae prayers...walked over to cs...thought of eatin at kfc..but a lot of ppl..n tksians mind u...we went to long john's instead..i was slamming my fone on da tables...chairs..evrywhr dat i tink is slammable...bcoz of a pathetic moron...go to hell wid u..haha...oh ya....we were walkin lyk evry otha normal human wen i suddenly purposely slammed my fone on da floor...sumer mcm terpranjat seh..haha!i gave u guys a shock didnt i?tweehee...
had da tendency to do it...we took neos...n got cheese all over us..haha...but so wad?we lurveeee cheese...ryte jannah?weee...hehe...den it was tym for our movie..i cldnt realli concentrate coz da gerl bside me was busy msgin her baby...n da two peeps bside her were ehem*...doin.....practically nth..haha!jannah n alex..we made dem sit together....dey look lyk a cute couple..true enuff??those who agree raise up ur hands!
my mum called me 14 tyms..den wen i returned her call...got an earful frm her...not exactly la...rushed hm..wen i saw sity n zhaf...fewittt...hehe..n dis anoder senior frm our skool...mum in bad mood...n me too was havin a bad dae..so w a d e v a!!fine..suit urself...i dun giv a bloody damn alrite...was expressin evryting at my comp..actualli more of pretendin doin my project..coz i dun wanna face anione..bleahs...finished up maths...alex taught me widout even seeing da ques..at nite..he called...talked bout stuffs..he even told his mum to scram sayin dat its guys' talk...wow..im soo a guy...den he played da guitar n sang for me...soo nyce...he palyed lyk a lot of songs...hmm...welcome to my lyfe...anywhr but here...addicted...we toked until 1230 am..haha..1 1/2 hr...wahaha...slept at ard 2...cant sleep...his fault la...wahha....den todae..went religious klas...as per normal....den deres dis gal in my klas..halijah....shes so damn pretty..jambu sak...n realli nyce...she salam-ed us wen she wanted to go off afta sendin her fren at da bus stop...so da baik...den saw hakim n dessy...sitting together...i smiled to him...den he smiled n waved...haha..i tink dey r together...happi for dem...wont u?hehe...followed mum to wedding...saw dessy..haha!her mum was invited oso..wahhaa..n now..here i m...watchin high on lyfe..so dun disturb me..buzz off...haha...

me chocoactive

tweehee...opps...alwaes start wid a greeting.....
peace upon u...
how?is my pinky-winky blog nyce??nyce ryte?ryte?
wad did u sae?not nyce?jealous ryte..JEALOUS!!boo!
haha..sorie..im chocoactive todae..weee...dis oni werks on choc-lovers...
oh ya..b4 i forget...hails to abasyie who helped me wid da blog..tankQ sooo much...!!!
n to stephy who judged my blog..a blog-critic...weee...
H A I L S*
lalalalalalala....
im cravin fer m&m's.....anione wanna buy fer me?
hmmm...is dere any in da fridge??*search2*
nopes...
sighs...
tmrw my sista goin pulau tioman...
not fair ryte?!
*hmphs*
lyfe so not fair....
fine...
who da hell cares.....
i want skool!!
i want frens!!
i want....hmmmm....m&m's!uhuh!yeaps...
3 more daes to mon...
72 more hrs...
n stil counting down....
until da last 10 secs....
10
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1
yey!its mondae!
okaes...not yet..
da tym wil come...
k la...
i gotta go...
i NEED to go...
b4 my mum come nagging...
alritey!laterr!!

dis entry is specially for two dearest ppl in my lyfe..frens...u noe who u r..

seeing dem goin thru all da hardship for a gerl..realli amazed me sumhow..dats basically why dis is for u guys...seriously...evryting dat u guys did for da gerl u love is undescribable...da sincerity..da purity of lurve..da honesty..trust...gosh...even im out of werds...i jus wish dat they wld soon realise n appreciate wadeva both of u hav done for dem...n dat ur love wld end wid 'happily eva afta'...all da tyms uve had together..treasure it...jus leave me a msg if u eva need my help...i mean it..dun tink twice abt it...jus reach out for ur fone..type ur feelings..n jus send it to me...i'll b jus as glad to help aite?xD both of u were dere wen i needed help..so i guess its tym for me to pay back...my probs r minor compared to both of urs...but da help given is veri much appreciated...thx a lot!k enuff of me..its supposed to b abt dem ryte?if oni da gerls noe wad ur feelings r..n actualli cared..it wld b gd enuff...lets jus hope DAT one dae wil come wen all true love wil b as one...im not makin sense m i?hmmm...sorie to interfere in ur lives...dese two special ppl realli showed me da real meaning of lurve..mayb im too young to interpret lurve but age isnt a barrier which stops u frm fallin in lurve..its jus maturity..i salute both of u!!*salutes*hail to both of dem..ive neva come across ppl who r so committed to da one dey love until evryting is possible..now i do believe in lurve...u wil go against all odds to b wid DAT one..DA one...whom u LURVE <3...................................................




*heya guys..i wish both of u all da best aite?gd luck in winning da gerl's heart...n if u need sumone to talk to..jus find me..n i'll b dere for ya...=)

wait ah..wad happened todae?hmm...lemme tink...woke up...did art..i was surprised coz suddenly so enthu in finishin up da werk...art rep mah..wahahha...talked to cheryl on da fone b4 she went ta choir prac..missed all of dem sooo much...<3
ate...da couch was callin me..dere was dis attraction force pulling me towards it while i stretch out my hands to reach out fer pillows...weeee...watched tv..my sis changed to da documentary channel...of all places dey did on...NEPAL..wen i was on da verge of forgetin bout him...y'dae oso da same..went to arab st..of all names dey put for a shop..one ASHko...da otha ASHer...wth ah...fine..who da hell cares...got interested in watchin..so engrossed..da ian wright..furz went to kathmandu...den he took a ride to nepalganj..den he went to lukla...da view was superb i tell u..ermm..yah...den....i fell asleep..haha!anti-climax sia...woke up by da vibration of my hp..i wasnt feeling well...sick...reluctantly groped for my fone...den dis alien person msged me..askin if im da gal who lyks asheem...seriously...dat was da last ting in my head i wanna tink abt...crap la..i asked her who she is in quite a rude wae..wad do u xpect..a person whos sick wldnt b bothered by all dis ryte..den she said dat im one hell of a gal no wonder he dint choose me..i was lyk...WTF is ur prob..so bein a lil bit more polite..i askd her again..stil keepin her identity a secret she told me dat she n him r realli close n dat he told her abt me..i thot it was vimal...but nope...she told me to leave asheem alone n dat shes his gal...i was shocked..he didnt tell me dat he had a gf..i apologised for all da probs caused la...i kept askin who she is..she saes he calls her kazuki honey..a nickname he gave her..oni God noes wad i was feelin at dat tym...she calls him sweetie la...all those werds..yucks!i left cheryl a msg to call me as soon as choir ended...n a few mins lata..she did...i told her la...den she called him..i told her not to but she went ahead...k fine la..he was blur..obviously..oh ya..she said her name is asha...nyce name though..we conference..me,him n cheryl..tryin to fugure out who dis asha gerl is...he said he oni noe a gerl name asha but shes jus an aqquaintance...he asked for her num..n guess wad?!..its his cuz..he quite close to her..so yup..she noes abt me...buat aku tepranjat je..if dat gerl is realli his gf..sighs*..haha..but da gd news is..shes not!mwahahaha!

woke up by my mum's shoutings..promised her last nyte dat i wld help her make begedil..haha..she cooked lontong!yummy-fying!im sick..niwaes..meeting my sis at arab st to buy kain for hari raye..dats a veri gd plc to shop...it was lyk a mother-daughter dae..we had fun..shop-hoppin..one shop to anoder one across da st..haha!i bought kain too...
dis one below is for my sis's wedding dae..nyce ryte??

afta shoppin till we drop..went ta eat at zam2..tok2..ate murtabak ayam..sedaps!...walked to bugis mrt..took da train..on da train we clnt stop laffin...coz deres dis particular man in da train la...lazy to elaborate..had fun todae..more lyk a familee dae..yups!goin to johor tmrw i tink..den havin dinner wid abg iz's familee..dunno la...alrite...10 more mins to 12 midnyte..sweet dreams my fellow readers!nite nite..

met jannah at pasir ris ard 820..den we realised dat we were oh-so-early..stopped teat bedok...went to macs to gt sumtin to eat..boarded da bus..evryting was normal until dis bangla guy got onto da bus..n started starin at us..oppsie...not us..JANNAH..haha..seriously freaky...i cant stop laffing!muahahaha...den we alighted one stop b4 da one outside skool...coz we got sumhow scared...n dat person kept turning ard n staring...so obvious summore...dumbo...it was a bad start for da dae...i lost my pinky hairband in da mornin..i lurveee it sooooo much!den got to skool super early...da traffic lite was den veri veri lembab in turnin green...cant jaywalk coz outside skool...darn!..sumer dah kecoh2 naik bas...wen suddenly tm2 came to look for shanad..evryone tot she kena scoldin..but den da bad news was delivered..her uncle passed away..*al-fatihah.rahmat ke atas rohnya..amin..
we reached kampong glam in 10 mins...was playin wid my camera..recordin videos..it was passed ard...one person to anoder...dah sampai..turon..da plc was so jambu!got fountain all..lawa giler..>>>>>>>>>>>>>

our tour guide...kak mas...brought us around da plc...took pics..deres dis cafe..KAMPONG GLAM CAFE...found out dat its kak saibah's cafe..cool..haha..da tok selampit told us stories bout da plc..den we went to dis air-coned rm...dere was a show put up by sri warisan...dat was da fun part..da guys were cute..haha..sempat seh...my cam went flat...was findin for da cover..search search..tkde..i was freakin out aredy..coz in da furz plc it isnt mine!nad told me she saw it in da bus...i was relieved...but da prob is..she didnt take it for me...wth ah..fine wadeva...ate..da food was nyce...no doubts bout it...museum-walk..went hm...n guess wad?!it was a diff bus...fcuk la...im gonna b dead...jannah was tryin to help me figure out a wae...- dun gt too excited coz u tend to gt clumsy -
dammit..got back to skool...waited for liyana..took 31 to tamp...on da wae..ite guys..sarah is scared of dese kinda ppl...she was too inferior...dah lah aku pening dari pagi..hilang2 bende..pastu cam gini..i was shoutin at her...afta we got off...cant stand it la...went to long john's..den headed hm...lepak..den slept..at nyte..my mum ajak go bowling..i stil hav a splittin headache...i jus went...told my sista bout da missing cover..she jus told me to buy a new one..apparently shes in gd mood dese few daes..haha..lurve her loads..blablabla....

went ta bukit chandu y'dae..was superrr fun!met sarah..i was late..by lyk 15 mins..haha!i woke up at 7..wad do u expect sia..dumb me..n i woke up bcoz of sumtin i dreamt...oni two souls noe abt it..wahaha...superr embarrassing...get back to da topic..took mrt..cldnt decide whr to stop so we alighted at bedok..furz person i saw:nasrul..gawd..he was so mat-tish!!wid his cap..eewwww...den saw shanad..n of coz..hiqel...sarah scared of him...haha...kesian her..arrived at skool..lotsa peeps were alredy dere...nad overslept!!haha!so didnt go...u missed all da fun gerl!sobz...nvm..da syf choir members had chorale werkshop at fairfield methodist..whr da hell is dat??in da bus..saw cheryl walkin...she frantically waved at me..n apparently sumone else saw it n thought she was waving to him..so he smiled...perasaan seh..was waitin anxiously to see Him..but he was late...den as soon as we got off...i saw Him!!!!haha...was soooooo happie!!he was veri late..but stil can relax2 walk...sorie hilma for pinching ur leg..haha..was too excited u see...tweehee...it made my dae...listened to da radio on da wae dere..reached..i leaded da whole grp up da hill...evryone got extremely noisy until we got a told-off by da guide..ishh...da effects were realli awesome...wonder how much dey spent..dere were two guides..one is hafiz..den i dun bother to rmb da otha guide's name..haha..hafiz is cute..okae la...oh ya..hilma fell off da stairs..haha!!!kesian seh...she fell on her knees ryte in frnt of da guide's legs...gosh..poor ting..nvm la..skali skala..haha...da whole ting was a hit!!go to bukit chandu if u were given a chance...seriously..it was fun fun fun!!!deres a nearby canteen bhind it..evryone was slackin dere afta goin to da canopy hilltop...dere r vending machines...drinks n chocs...took pics...n videos of alex...haha..he was da one who was advertising himself...i wanted to take a memorable pic wid jie rong...den i felt sumone staring at us..da K person...jealous or wad?..blueks..i hate u..n u noe dat...at da verge of us takin da pic together.da rest joined in..spoil ah...but nvm...den dey call it a family foto..but sum stooopid person go n delete coz dey were fightin over my camera...but at last managed to gt pic of us together...not one..but three...haha!he soo cute la...he was lyk da star of da dae...took pics wid ms sri oso..haha..went back to skool..went to pp banquet to eat...hungry..veri veri hungry..me jannah n nurulaini..finished eating felt my fone vibrating...it was Him..i seriously didnt expect Him to msg..
him:so how was bukit chandu?choir was a flop all leaders scold..........
den cheryl called...dey were on da wae to pp...she told me to wait..but jannah had to go back...but we did wait fer awhile...den we went off..who cares if i meet Him or not!!i dun giv a friggin damn abt it...*u arent mine...so juz let me excuse myself frm ur lyfe...*
took bus to bedok...took summore pics in da bus...reached interchange..den went hm..me n jannah took mrt...at da platform..we talked abt hari kiamat while waitin for da train to come...she freaked out..realli FREAKED out..afta dat i got scared...im not even sure if we could make it to nxt yr..life is short...so ppl take dis chance to taubat..n tell those whom u love..u love dem...dis could b ur last n oni chance...jannah was awfully quiet in da train..can tell dat she was scared la...me too...den asked me if i cld accompany her to pasir ris...n den take da train back to tamp..bein a gd fren cum sis..i tink she needed my company...we talked abt stuffs..at least i managed to calm her down lil bit...gerl if u need anytin jus call me aite.. =P..reached hm..took a very short nap..had to go to religious klas..imagine how tired out i was...durin klas..i was damn quiet...didnt even smile...duh!tired sia...was msging lionel..ustaz saw...i was sittin ryte in frnt summore...den he gave me tym to msg..at least dat made me smile..den dere was a BLACKOUT...haha!evryone was cheering..but da lites went back on..darn!haha...my mum fetched..headed off to ecp..was on da fone wid cheryl..my mum actaulli thought i hav a bf..
her:tulah..mama dah ckp jgn ader bf...
me:mane ader?
me:wah my bf learn ballet..gd lah...
her:chuckles*...bf fiqah blaja ballet..kedi ah papa...
me:wth?
cheryl said my mum is cute...wadeva la...didnt hav da mood to tok..i was keepin quiet on da fone all da while she was tokin...waited for my uncle's fam to arrive...dey went cycling..while me n my two cuzzies sat by da beach..n caught up wid each otha's worlds...went to eat..headed hm...


okae...here r sum of da pics frm da trip..enjoy!

welcome!!

da handsome warrior..salute to him!

me n jie rong...act cute..haha!

gt ready..1,2,3..fire!

me n nurulaini in da bus..

dere wil b more pics afta tmrw's trip to kampong glam..
todae
woke up...my sis baked choc walnut brownie..made jemput2...shes lyk so helpfun todae...for one specific reason...abg iz comin back frm portugal todae....haha...she made da brownie for him..awwww..so sweet ryte...at ard 4+..went to airport...met his fam dere..da mums were veri excited...normal la..went for tea at tamp..got hm...used da comp..den halfwae writing my sis intruded..so haf ta save as draft furz...had dinner at downtown...met my cuzzies dere...n voila..here i m again werkin on my post...excited for tmrw...goin kampong glam..field trip...meeting jannah at pasir ris platfrom..b4 goin to skool together...haiz...now tryin to gt lionel to tok to me..deres sumtin wrong..i noe it..i sense it...hes sad abt sumtin...sighs...oh ya..i tink im over Him..i duno...

da feeling is no more dere
i guess mayb we arent meant to be
i cant force u to lyk me
u r not mine
so let me excuse myself frm ur lyfe
i do miss u
i do tink of u
but for dis moment its jus a feeling of love towards a fren
if we r meant for each otha
we wil b together
tanx for leadin me on
letting me cheat on my own feelings
u hav done a great job
tanx again

hey u.dun mind me.my mind's not made up.im not in a calm state of mind.so if it bothers ya.sorie.

i can blive im sayin dis
im missing u
i duno y
n how
u r jus on my mind
i cant seem to gt u out of my head
i wanna c ya
i wanna tok to ya
but deres no possible tym
mayb tings are jus not meant to b

do u noe how it feels wen u wish sumone wld jus msg u n wen u reach out for ur fone all u cld c is NTH..no msges..no missed calls..arghh!dammit...k fine...im jus wishing if DAT sumone wld jus msg me...ive not been tokin to him..since dat wed..tokin bout wed...
wednesdae:
had ipw..we got science rnd!!so fun...had a few conflicts though..not a few...A LOT..haha..n being da leader is tough job sia...haiz...finished at 315 lyk dat...had lunch at 145..supposed to finish at ard 430..but since furz session..early a bit..afta dat had choir...met dem in da library..s soon s dey saw me..cheryl pulled me to da back of da shelves sayin she needed to tok to me..i was lyk OKAE!i was blur...den she told me...disappointed a bit coz tenors had sectionals....den went fer choir...blablabla...afta choir...went hm wid HIM..walked to da bus stop...together...da feeling was great..yeeehhaaa....blanja him to choc milk..coz i owe him one fer his bdae...didnt tok much coz was on da fone wid cheryl half da tym we were dere...hey tanx fer helpin me out..if oni u cld read dis..nvm den...hmmm...76 came...i told suwei to wait wid me to take 135..which can oso go to PL..coz i feel bad leavin him dere afta makin him wait fer me...den he allowed me to take wid suwei..so yup..board da bus..went hm...

thursdae:
had lessons..embarrassed myself during p.e..haha..recess..got pissed a lil teeny weeny bit..had science..went back to klas..went by da sec 3 level..saw potato...i tink he skipped klas or sumtin..den i saw alicia...not surprised..i tink he kinda memorised alicia's timetable..haha!in klas..myeong weon confronted me..he was lyk..."syafiqah..relax la...dun get angry..relax..chill..."
i was lyk wth? he said.."u angry ryte?saw u so pissed off wen lining up afta recess.."..haha!didnt expect him to notice it..of all ppl..myeong weon!!haha..so cute..den...nth happen..we didnt gt to interview cikgu y'dae..he was busy...so was postponed to todae..

"u r da one who makes my heart stop
u r da one who i tink of evry moment
u r da one who taught me wads love
love isnt infatuation
love is purely sincerity,trust n honesty towards one another
i find it hard to forget u
ive tried n i failed
i thought ive lost hope but my heart stil stop at da sight of u
so tell me sumtin..
r u da one for me?
or is dis d end of us?
its hard for me to conclude 'our' story
it wil b twice as hard for me to forget u
even if we arent meant for each otha
jus remember..
u wil alwaes hav my heart.."
-syaq-

todae:
half dae...went to skool wid stephy..hang ard da opp block coz she needed my help on art...assembly...had one period of maths...two periods of eng..it was until todae dat i got to find out biondi is in atikah's grp!!haha..poor ting..da oni guy..haha..den had two periods of hml...basically todae was full of emotions...ppl were cryin..sum were cheering..sum didnt bother..sighs*..afta skool did da interview..it was sooooo fun!!yups...he jus went on n on...so we need not ask a lot of ques...went to tm wid sod.manbai.liyana. ate at long john's..saw atikah.imma.linda. dey were so engrossed in takin neos..a piece of advice..once u take neos..u wil gt addicted!saw many ppl whom i noe..eg qayyum...n tps ppl...dey change..n i mean drastic change..ishhh...went hm..was dragged out to eat..im superr full but was forced to go to eat at cs...i clnt care less...wore slackily..seriously i dun feel lyk goin out...saw hidayah...n her mum..jannah was shopping wid amelia n cheryl...i ate ice kacang...da sejuk2 mkn ice kacang lagi...haha..it was raining heavily..walked hm..reached da carpark..my car had little white spots on it...i tot it was..bird's droppings..but nahs...of all tings..wet tissue!!haha!!..dun these ppl hav any betta ting to do?throw wet tissues down??did dey noe dat da earth's resources are depleting?gosh..aiyah...waste ppr summore...so now im all alone at hm while my parents went to da carwash...lalalalalala*..i totalli forgot dat faris is going to london tonite...which is so unfair!!i was supposed to go too...but den cancelled...ahhhhh!!i wanna go....puh-leeeeeessseeee??i tink i mite b sendin him off lata..not dat sure...hav field trip to bukit chandu tmrw..8 in da mornin!!u noe how early is dat..n im lyk freakin tired!!shucks...da hols r here...a break frm all skool werks..n skool lyfe..n skool problems!!...haiz...im jus hoping..hoping a lot..a lot..a lot...dat one dae..he wil msg me...mayb...im jus hoping away...i dunno y im sayin dis but..i tink i miss him...a bit..nahs..but it wil go away soon...yeah...

haiz...i tink i broke a gerl's heart..i duno..ahhh!!im so sorie i didnt mean to...wait first...im not a lesbian..wad i meant was da guy she lyks is rumoured wid me..n we sumhow r in contact now...den..tings develop..but haven DAT stage yet...dun wanna tink bout it...jus now durin recess...lenny jus said loudly in frnt of her.."so!how r u wid *ahem ahem*?!?"..she heard it...she looked at me n she walked away...oh no...lionel n lenny its all ur fault!!...now i feel guilty...i wonder if she looks at me as if im 'dat bytch who stole her guy'...man..its an awful feeling...im confused...i dun wanna make her feel dat wae...jealous...haiz...i duno...cheryl told me not to bother bout her...but.........sigh*...i dun tink i can do anitin bout it ryte?yups...jus hav to deal wid it...she goin back to india dis yr...n she said dat b4 she goes back...shes gonna tell him her feelings...i dun mind it though..ppl sae i shldnt tink much bout wad happend jus now...im jus simply confused...well yah..evryting went smooth todae..went to skool wid stephy..got cake n eclair frm fiza!!tankew gerl!!lurve ya lots..<3...until>>>>>>


''When Scorpio and Pisces make a love match, theirs is a splendid union of much respect and understanding. These mates share the same Element -- Water -- and thus have keen insight into one another's minds and hearts. Scorpio is very profound and covert, often caught up in their own secret plans, while Pisces is idealistic and looks for the nuances of a situation.
However, Pisces also has a tendency to withdraw into their own mind, and can forgive Scorpio for being mysterious or withdrawn at times.
Both Signs are intuitive and in touch with the subtleties of human interaction. Scorpio can help Pisces fulfill dreams and ambitions -- to turn ideas into reality. The Scorpion will provide a steadfast foundation for the relationship to revolve around, and the more ephemeral and intuitive Fish will become entangled in Scorpio's web. In return, Pisces offers gentleness, kindness, and sympathy, which Scorpio admires and appreciates. Scorpio is interested in certain material comforts and intense emotional dramas, and at times cannot understand the simplistic,charitable attitude of Pisces. Their long-term aspirations can be completely unalike. Once they can understand and overcome this difference, theirs will be a very rewarding relationship.''

haha...shes known for dis kinda crap...tanx anw manbai!mwahh..kae la...im done here...sayonara! -p e a c e o u t-

road run...yay!!its superrr fun!!hmmm...i kinda forgot wad happened..haha...afta skool we went to pp...me jannah hilma sod fiza nurulaini sarah althea...n sum otha ppl...sorie if i didnt include any names..da choir syf ppl had choir prac!!so not fair...den we walked to ecp..went to macs to change..saw 2E bytches..ahhh...dey sumhow sae our klas tee looks lyk shit...go to hell wid her n her ugly specs...walk walk walk..took pics...haha..nycee!!ROAD RUN started...sec4 gals..sec 4 boys..sec 1 gals..sec 1 boys...sec 3 gals sec 3 boys...i was actualli takin pics while dey run...den hilma tried takin ash's pic but he sort of knew n he turned away smilin..awww...den its our turn!!yay...*beep beep*..run wid jannah....den saw potato sitting at da shelter...haha!no wonder alicia calls him 'weak boi'...mash potato if u r readin dis...gd lucks wid her...together foreva okay?..jia you! =P*
ran to da last chckpoint...had a lot of supporters...da sec 1s were cheering for me...so cool....but didnt manage to gt anitin...BUT DA MAIN TING IS WE BEAT DA 2E BYTCHES..samantha if u r readin dis...start looking urself in da mirror b4 critisicising otha ppl okae?blueks...our klas won guys champs..olivia won 13th..weeeee....road run ended wid da skool song...went hm...was supposed to antar abg iz to portugal..he was sent by sia to play soccer dere!so fun!!was looking forward to dis...anoder chance to c hazwan...but den..i feel asleep at da moment my mum askd me to gt redy...shit la...den woke lyk ard 1230am...all of dem were hm by den..ahhhh...nvm..who cares..haha...some of da pics frm road run are below...take a peep!!
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da whole grp of us


da four of us...step emo seh..haha!


me n cheryl..best frens foreva...


me atika zhafir


two bee gerls...


yays!our klas tee design...TWO BEE..a klas of its own..


done...im gonna post anoder one afta dis...

todae went okae..i was superr hyper in skool!!irritated evryone...haha..kept laffing n laffing for no reason n drive evryone crazee..haha...had lit..den history..den RECESS...sumtin happened..but i dun bother to explain..sorie..haha..talked to asheem n lionel...mohd called..assembled...had music test..sci..maths..eng..did da interview tingy...our grp was called...stoopid...den i stil can lyk cheer...bodo seh...hyper sgt..kan...had malay...ismail caught me n amalina tokin..n we werent!i was jus lookin at her bk!ahhh...den we were told to do da ayat pasif n aktif..amalina yeye aje nk buat ayat aktif..den da sentence was wrong..luck was at my side..i owe it to fiza oso...tankew larling...waited for sarah...tanmui2 was dragging da whole ting..bout comp shit la...den went hm..took 135 to PL...on da train..sarah told me to msg asheem..to ask him bout recess...sity n manbai scolded him in malay for cutting q...u guys rawk!pastu dier ckp dey were doin it for fun...wth?den suddenly got peace out...mepek seh..i actualli made a bet wid sarah dat if he reply i wil treat her to ice cream...i told him bout it..while waitin for his reply went to buy vanilla latte...NYCEE!!sarah suddenly shouted "now u owe me two ice creams!"..da fone was wid her..hes superrr rude..he called sarah da nearly black gal...tk baik seh...i was lyk dun u dare insult my fren...so bad...k beware ppl..he veri rude!!forgot to remind u guys...sarah was pissed..me too..kinda...i was lyk standing up for her...so called debating wid him...stoopid idiot..den sarah started condemning him n stuffs..im stucked in da middle okae!haiz...shldnt hav msgd him in da furz plc...nvm...wads done cant b undone..so jus gt on wid lyfe..im stil a lil pissed by it...nvm den...gosh..stil uploading da images...so lembab..ill b putting up da pics for road run tmrw...adioz!