shy/syaq
14-11
Ngee Ann Poly/ Early Childhood Ed
granizo-syaque@hotmail.com

congrats to asheem!woohoo! x))
agreeing to amirul..hes a happy happy man..
im happy for u =)
skool was okay.cept we had to get errands done so run here run dere.find dis find dat.but i guess evryting is well planned n probably he has simply no idea abt it..wawaweeeee.. =)
jus waiting for it to happen.
did experiment for ipw..n we had to pay 112.50 bucks for da course..nvm..edusave..but it is stil quite expensive..
had choir..songs selected for speech dae is dum belle n gloria.. =)
afta dat..stayed back wid da grp of dem..dey r joining da Talent Search..im da one werking bhind da scenes..in charge of vocals..so yups.. =)
went home..wid a great feeling..dunno y..i guessed its bcoz evryone is beginning to lead a happy lyfe..which oso means a happy one for me..yeah.. =p
okays..da bed is calling me n i stil hav to find stuffs..
laterrrrr!


btw,i stil dun get waddahell explanation text is!

i laffed too much......
knew sumtin wld go wrong......
my f*ckin report is in my laptop n my uncle haven return yet..blardy ah
so i cant hand it in tmrw..
welll
to hell wid ipw............

furz dae of skool went alrite..
i sat bside sarah..so u noe how kecoh it can be wen we sit together..esp wid siti infront n sarah cldnt stop envying..woohoo! x)
lessons were okay..as in deres nth different bout it..mrs khairul didnt come so mdm goo took over n she said dat shes gonna help us in klas together wid mrs khairul.double yayness!! =)
i used up lyk 4 packets of tissues
n it explains y im realli slow at getting things into my head..
sick wad
n dat idiot..da lol-ing one's fault..
erghh..okae..den finish skool..went hm wid sarah..den got crisis la..seriously crap..dun wish to elaborate..y muz it alwaes b da 3 of us..den called him jus now.coz she wanted to 'clear tings up'
den he said sumtin happend to his father n he'll call back lata..hopefully its nth..i mean i do care as a fren..hopefully nth..take care wherever u r..n im sayin dis again..
fiza im not lovesick!!
jus lose it
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
x)
lunatic for lyfe

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MAMA AND PAPA!!

oh god..tmrw's startin of skool..n im feeling realli sick..ive got a sore throat n to make it worse n flu bug chasing me..erghh..can dey extend da skool hols?

i had 2 weird dreams.WEIRD ones.ydae one was abt asheem msging me.it seemed sooo real.as in i tink its real.it felt REAL.i tink i didnt reply.did i?it wld b embarrassing if i did.sleep-smsed.haha.wen i checked my fone in da morn dere was none.so it muz b a dream.goshh.da nyte b4 ydae was weirder(is dere sucha a werd).i dreamt dat we were havin choir.den dey were givin some awards.we made sumtin for zheng jun.evryone was crying.den asheem name was called out.dey said dat he was goin back nxt yr.i was crying a hell lot.i hav no idea y.den dey said to make his laz yr more memorable dey made band as his 2nd cca n he was told to play double bass.of all instruments.den wen he came back frm seeing da teacher.i asked 'do u noe how to play double bass?' he said 'i was told to play solo..eh not solo..slowly' den i woke up.hmmm.fiza insisted i was lovesick.im pretty sure its NOT.probably missfrensick.haha.well ya.

had doa selamat for my sis.shes goin to kl to study.gonna miss her.gonna miss evryting dat has happened during da hols.liyana's chalet.cohort camp.choir camp.star-gazing.mcfly songs.EVERYTING! gdbye hols hi school!


for now.aku cinta kamu!hahs. =))

Choir Camp 2oo5!


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ill start wid da day camp.dint blog dat dae coz too tired la.reached skool.had briefing.practice was okay.except dat dere r stil a few guys who kept crapping.slackers!alto oso da best!woohoo! x) mr toh was in a betta mood than da laz tym he came.he ended da practice early so we had more tym to spend for lunch.u rawk terence! =))
den had lunch at bk.came back.settled under rotunda.played games.water games.we had a lot of tym at da last game.n sumtin HAD to happen.yi'en im gonna kill u for dis!!!i mean it u....u..err..dodobird!we had to pour water on da losing team.his team was opposing mine.n of coz my team won as usual.b4 we poured water we had to shout sumtin good dat we lyk bout dat person.so i shouted YI'EN MACHO!.fluffy sorie.heehs. =p
afta dat he seeked revenge n grabbed da whole pail of water.he chased me ard da assembly plaza but i stopped running coz tired.den WHOOSSHH!i was wet.real wet.drenched.haha.stoopid yi'en.unfortunately,ryte afta dat we had briefing under rotunda.asheem was shocked.he was lyk 'woah,u r wet!'.haha.i was tokin to myself.tryin to dry up my body.i said ' anione wanna hug?' den i dint noe he heard it.he replied 'u wanna hug?i dun mind getting wet while opening his arms wide*.haha.i jus smiled.whr u wanna to put *her*?haha.dried up.went to tm wid steph n cheryl to get flowers for da farewell party.den met my family at TKC for dinner.fun dae indeed =)

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but i dint noe dere were more to come.woke up.met hazlyn at cityhall furz to get my hawaiian costume n den made my wae to pl to meet steph.reached skool.lined up took attendance blabla.played some games.it was more of a relaxed dae for us.had sectionals.da sec 1s had ta learn dum belle.lunch.no comments. =) den sectionals.den practice.we sang all da old songs back.mr kwei was late for 1 hr.so we kept singing n cannon-ing.wen he came in.he told dat dere wld b no practice for da dae.so yah.yayness!wee.we had all da tym we needed to get ready for farewell party.evryone looked so prettyful but dere were some who dint bother.heehs.it started wid da limbo.sec 4s had to go as low as dey can.we played PASS THE PARCEL.da 3rd round da music stopped at me.haha.n i had to do a monkey's face.i had to go in da middle of da hall n dey put whipped cream all over my face.but da whipped cream was delicious!haha.had dinner.da food was nyce.we thot dat since it was hawaiian shldnt dey hav hawaiian pizza?ryte?
we had musical chairs.we danced to evry song.dats wad we hav to do.den at da end we had songs to dance to.me n steph pulled asheem to dance too.hahahaha.he can 'dance'.haha.den cheryl was dancing her ballet steps wid amanda.n he was makin fun of her.da spins n da hands.haha.he noes.haha.we danced n danced.had dis powerpoint for da sec4s.dey made a performance.lalala.cleaned up.got ready for nyte walk.nyte walk wasnt as scary la.it was kinda screwed up though.but nvm.afta dat.lazed ard.briefing for da nxt dae den we parted to sleep.we dint felt lyk sleeping so we crapped in da canteen.lites out was at 12midnyte.some ppl ate cup noodles.we were hungry.all of us cldnt sleep.n some tym lata asheem came down.dats wen she started getting excited.haha.these ppl ah.ish2.he sat in front of me n kept yawning n yawning.but he claims he wasnt tired.up to him la.den we decided to walk ard at abt 2+?yeah.we went to da bbcourt n talked,sang songs.we laid under the stars at da SBJ.me asheem n yi'en was havin our own private talk.but we dint finish our talk coz sum ppl intruded.so we decided to continue nxt yr ryte sheem?yi'en was blushing all da wae coz our topic was bgr.reason being we were teenagers n we are open-minded n da 3 of us trust each otha.so yups. =)
we were staring at da sky until 5.den ms wang told to go back to our dorms.went back.da moment i put my head down.i was history.woke up at 7.bathed.pack our stuffs n got ready to head home.went down for breakfast.evryone was sleepy.we barely cld open our eyes.wads more da wind was so windy.woooo.had 1 hr to clean up da dorms.dey were singing songs wen i dozed off.slleeppyy.gathered up.meeting den we cld go.talked to lionel b4 goin off.gonna miss choir camp esp during da private talk.da tym wen both of dem wld sae bitching.haha x) headed for tm.took 31.dozed off again.but i was woken up by da coldness n da voices of kecoh ppl on da bus.ate at kfc.ilah n steph treated me.luv dem.walked ard n went home.im redeeming da hours of sleep dat i lost!!


woaini.i love you.aku cinta kamu.
it's a song.weird one but nyce.da camp is worth remembering.da commitee did a great job!

actualli im lazy to blog..buttt..nvm..
sent uchu n fam to da airport jus now..dey holidaying at langkawi..
guess dey safely arrive alredy..
im left wid eng presentatn n lit hw..
i wana finish my speech by tmrw nyte..coz i hav camp on thurs but to tink of it again..sure cannot finish..coz day camp(sounds kindergarten-like) ends at 5 i tink..
ill try..yesh..TRY..
hopefulli day camp tmrw sumhow brightens up my dae wid da games n all..
an early start for me tmrw apart frm da daily wake up tyms of aftanoons..
extra early coz ive gotta take pants frm my cuz..blame on da farewell party theme dis yr..HAWAIIAN..da gals r wearing bikinis n short dresses..a big NONO for me..
havta pack my bag..

hav an early nyte..
Sy[aF]

jus came back frm jln kayu..celebrated fathers' dae wid uchu's fam n shirin's fam..had quite a feast..infact im bloated..nyce food..bought my dad dis tie thingy..now home..werking on my eng presentation..im quite tired..wads more i jus came back frm madrasah camp..."PROGRAM PERKHEMAHAN REMAJA PRIHATIN 2005" it was worthwhile for me..i mean it..we slept at 12 n wake up 3...haha..but we were quite immune to it..da food was okae la..we had it at Masjid Khadijah..da gals slept in da audi...it was freezing cold...da aircon was on so were da fans...i wonder y ppl can fall asleep so easily under dat kinda condition..jannah was always da furz few to doze off...wad made da camp bad were da 3 bytches/minahs..ergh..i had to bear wid it coz two were in my grp..lazy want to explain..hahas...overall..it was fun.. =))

watched madagascar wid uchu n family..haiqal's a bit hyper todae so i cldnt reali control him..lari saner lari sini..even hazwan was tired chasin afta his lil bro..madagascar was funni..but a bit under my expectation la.. =))
cik din blanja us to pizza hut..ate till our stomach's fill..den da guy who served us coincidentally his name was nordin too..haha..n so da both of dem were so excited..dey said : papa his name oso nordin!hes ur twin ah?dun forget to bring him home k!
haha..i was dying frm embarrassment..but da guy didnt mind dem..which was good..he even joked ard wid dem..haha..n i too noticed dat spore is not lacking of cute guys..evrywahr u go deres definitely someone with a cute factor.. =) ryte?
well...below are some pics..actualli oni two..those i took last two daes i tink..plus da one wid baihakki khaizan!

my sis is supposed to b using now but she doesnt noe im alredy done so mite as well carpe diem n blog. =)
multi tasking now.deleting my msges,blogging,watch las vegas n listening to da music.haha.tokin bout msges dat stoopid irritating nasrul was askin me to do his eng presentatn for him or if not his sci mind maps..he tinks i wad..sum gal he can push ard to help do his h/w?ive got oni one answer for him GO TO HELL! haha.wait long long ah..he said he got to noe dat i finished mysci alredy..dat idiot who told him was syariff..we actualli sumhow quarelled wid emoticons..den he said he wun tok if im not tokin..den i was lyk fine..den wen he wanted to go he said sori for hurting me wen he didnt..all he did was pissing me off.. x))
he hoped dat i forgive him..blabla..deres sumtin wrong wid his ego..usualli guys dun giv in ryte..i guess hes joining lemuel in da "gentlemen" list..jannah's lucky to hav him..wait..dun tink wrongly..as a bestie oni.. =)) y is he da subject of my entry? *change*
zakir's hotmail got hacked..haha..i was tokin to him ydae..afta he said he gtg..he came back online..kinda weird aint it..but da 2nd one was da fake "him"..i cld sense it..wen i asked..dat person straight away went offline..stoopid la..haha..oh ya..not to forget..i jus added thamachart on frensta..haha..siti told me to write him a testy.. =/ c furz la..hehe..for now..i shall get goin..my sis's planning to go badminton tmrw..dis is wad happens wen boredom strikes us.. =))




-so long and goodnight-
true to ur heart <3

guess wad!!!
I TOOK A PIC WID BAIHAKKI!!
he much cuter outside than on tv n not to forget waaaeeeeeeeeee tallerr
we were havin supper at Jln Kayu.yeps supper.haha.wid hazlyn n fam,ucu's fam,atok n my fam.our stomachs were growling afta bowling.whoops.aite back to baihakki.we sat down.n i spotted dis tallie wid brown hair.wen he turned it was BAIHAKKI.ahhh.cuteness. =))
den i told hazlyn.she was freaking out alredy.he wasnt dere alone.he was wid a fren n dat fren was blocked wid a bunch of tyres.i guessed it was a gal but it wasnt.PHEW!hehe.abd iz took da initiative to ask him if we cld take a pic wid him.didnt expect him to do dat but he did.*salutes* luckily for us we had a camera wid us.yayness!haiqal was lyk "can we take picture with u?" si kecik too.haha.i tink he saw my shocked face wen i saw him standing up.i didnt expect him to b dat tall.stoopid me i made a dumb statement.

me: i feel so short
baihakki =): tkpe tkpe come come dun wori
his fren: eh lu gi amik gambar kat sana ah.gua kat tepon la. (pointing da opp. side while on da fone)
baihakki =): tkpe la.drg block lu pe.
nah.amik kau.gua lu seh.haha.

take picture tym!walau.at dat moment.aiyo.*speechless* haha.hazlyn was freaking out.she was lyk omigosh!omigosh!OMIGOSH! i tink he was freaked out too.hehe.can feel da hotness wen standing bside him. =)
but hey.he mite b engaged alredy.haha.wen he was walkin pass us to da carpark.he waved at us.i didnt see.but wen he smiled i jus smiled back.he was being frenly.his fren drove a red car.i was da furz to jalan coz da rest all gelek-ing.i needed sleep!!haha.den he waved frm a far distance.i felt so honoured.n i waved back!once in a lyfetym wad.heehs. =) i went home wid a smile across my face.


ill put da pic up wen its uploaded. =))

u noe wad i realli need now?
THE TRUTH
y r there even such things lyk facades and masquerades?
ive got enuff of it
lies here n dere
go to hell!
i cant even be true to my heart
mayb i dun even noe wads true n wads not
its a feeling of.........................
sometin im unable to describe
insecureness?i duno.i cant describe
free time jus giv u da chances to tink of stuffs dat r supposed to b buried down inside me a long tym ago
its weird
memories of da daes i went thru b4
is dat gal realli me?
i want da truth
mayb dats da wae He wants me to live my lyfe
livin in denial





-so long and goodnight-

jus now was da furz tym all of us bonded..da blaja was quite short though i was waitin for it to end soon..i was dozing off..my eyes were sleepy.. =)) solat tasbih,hajat n sujud syukur.dat part was funny..coz all of us were furz timers in doin solat tasbih..n we actualli dunno wad to baca coz we thot dat ustaz will sae den we follow..it was worth a laff.. ;)
while preparing da food..evryone was already eating in da kitchen..hehe..we were da few ppl to eat even b4 ustaz baca doa..hehe..all of us shared a cup..dat was da furz tym i actualli felt im one of dem..afta dat..ate all..ustaz talk talk..abt dunno wad la..den he said if u put rice underneath ur leg or sumtin den da males in da hse cant go out..dunno wad la..i didnt hear properly coz we were all busy laffing.. =D
jus now was oso da furz tym hazwan actualli talk to me..it was weird..coz ive not talk to him b4..but hes lyk a bro whos one yr older than me..dats all..yalah..den we talked bout wad i saw at sarimbun..dey dun seem to bliv..i mean who wil?unless dey see for themselves..than dats different..at dat moment den we'll c who wil hav da last laff..hahaha
for now..ive got to fix my stiff neck..injury frm laffing too much.. x))

fun.gerek.scary.dirty.
but it was okay i guess?haha =)

well, first dae.here it goes.
reached skool.wid big big bags.met manbai.n not to forget sod. =`)
assembled.den off we went.in da bus we got to noe wad grp we were in.at dat moment i was lyk BLARDY HELL!.sarah n me planned evryting ready!ergh.wadeva.den we passed da cemetery wen evryone went woohoo.jakun.haven dey been dere b4?haha.settled down at MPH(multi-purposed hall) waited for otha grps.we were da furz to arrive.yays.pitched da tents.ate lunch n did our activities.furz was SOC stardard obstacle course shit la.it was okay.quite fun.den was nature ramble.very fun!!i had to beg mr rizal to let me off.at last a YES.lardeeda.all of us bcame org minyak.afta dat wad ah?wait i take my booklet.ish2.smangat-ism.yeps.river challenge was next.we were given a task.to get evryone over to da otha side in wad 45 mins if im not wrong.da ncc ppl took da lead.syariff has dat heroic look wen he brought dem over.haha.kk.whoops.i was 'rescued' by melson n him.wahaha.i was doin da pulling though.so much for calling dem da heroes.owites.enuff of da crap.wash up.it was supposed to b our turn to serve da dinner but exchanged wid 2c.so we had da whole toilet to ourself while dey had dinner.spent sumtym lazing ard.supper.we served.got scolded by mr rizal.skip dat part.den lites out.in da tent.siti was already dozing off.atikah cldnt slp.haha.it was superr stuffy.i mean it.but we did slp.i tink we did. x)).

2nd dae
woke up.bathed.heard stuffs.dun wanna explain.da morning exercise was shitty. =)
had breakfast.furz up was team building games.all they did was tie up our legs n walk.who came up wid da dumb idea?next.we did wild discovery.more to scavenger hunt.run here n dere.practically da guys askd da 2d ppl for ans.so it was quite easy.shen yang was quite pissed though.hehe. =P
had initiative games.we had to squeeze on a log.den da guys at one side da gals at one side.so basically we had to bring da guys over.da idea was pretty much obscene but we went ahead wid it.dat part was fun.da guys had to break their ego n hold da gerls' hands.wahaha.afta dat we went to dis onshore/offshore game.quite lame.but jus played since da leaders put in effort.giv credits ah.lunch furz.next was campfire preparation.noone was cooperating.evryone was doin their own werk.izza was lyk sarcastic.damn sarcastic..but we did manage to get ppl together afta shouting n encouragement frm sum leaders.blabla.we did rafting.gerekz.da otha grp was.errr.i duno wad to sae.heehs. =).we won despite reachin da shore later but at da same tym da oni raft bein able to float.wahaha.wad da instructor said was true.u dun hav to b da furz to win.all u need is teamwork.
werds of wisdom.hehe.changed to sumtin dry for rock climbing.reach to da plc whr evryone fell coz da gap was too big.haha.dat was cool.washed up.we got our camp tee!!wasnt wad we expected but it was stil nyce though.weee.=))
had dinner.n CAMPFIRE!!!
campfire was quite dead but stil wad 2b wld sae gerek ah.we had to do performances.we were up 2nd.
briefly on wad we did.
cheers!
leon: i sae 2b u sae rox
leon:2b
us:rox!!
leon:2b
us:rox!
1,2,3
s-o-l-i-d
solid is wad we are
g-e-r-e-k
gerek is wad we are
solid gerek
clap clap clap
gerek solid
clap clap clap
2b solid
clap clap clap
2b gerek
clap clap clap
b b b b b b b b b b b
dunno how many tyms den in da end we all shout 2b!!

skit! WHEN HARRY MET SALLY
aaron (harry) was goin to get married wen his wife-to-be sally (jannah) didnt come.so he decided to bid himself off in an auction.atikah bought him at 12 billion.den jannah came into da picture.so in da end he got rejected by both.n we sang da lonely song.hehe.da moral of da story is dun marry harry. =))

had supper.by dat tym lost our voice.leon had to do a dance.it was nyce.3 cheers for him! x)
went to slp.nx morning.heard stories.no comments.saw it too.dun ask.area cleaning n off we went!!back home sweet home!!! =))


ps:im doin dis for siti.she wanted me to update.hehe. x)