Thursday, March 06, 2008
Yeah, today's the 6th and my heart is sinking for different reasons.I was friendster surfing and i chanced upon a profile which happens to belong to Jaz's cousin and supposedly Sally's OBS friend. So this guy supports the local scene in Sg and much. He performs regularly at gigs and the awesome thing is that he plays the bass guitar as shown in all his gig-related pictures. He's one cool lad i must say, brave enough to bodysurf at moshpits.
I was looking thru's his pictures and i realise how much i miss performing. Be it as a choir girl or as a bassist to BD. I mean, we once had that dream of performing outside school and establishing our band as one of those top-notch ones in the c'try. Ambitious much. But without these dreams, things wldnt happen right? Oh wells, BD's pretty much an old story now. Kinda miss the adrenaline rush on stage and the inevitable screw-ups.
On another note, I also thought of joining an outside choir but nevertheless, lack of confidence became a hindrance for me. Though i can seek comfort on the fact that TK Choir will be inviting alumni to perform at their concert this dec. Long way to go but definitely something worth waiting for coz' i truly miss my fellow choristers.
Just a food for thought. (-:
And oh, dya think i'll make a good futsal team manager? HAHA.